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[♪ upbeat music playing]

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[Grey] <i>For most of history,
doctors had no way to stop pain.</i>

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- Hey.
- Hi.

4
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Hi.

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I know I said you couldn't
have a chocolate croissant,

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but they were out of bagels,
so you're welcome.

7
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Thank you.

8
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Is everything okay?

9
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- [car horn honks]
- Oh, look. Sam's mom is here.

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Have fun at camp.

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[Marsh] Yeah, see you later.

12
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What was that about?

13
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He'll tell you when he's ready.

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Seriously?

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[Grey] <i>During surgery,</i>

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<i>patients felt every cut and stitch
until they inevitably passed out.</i>

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[giggling]

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What are you doing?

19
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It's my chief resident dance.

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Oh, you know,
this job is nothing to dance about.

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It is when you assign yourself
a cutting-edge transplant surgery.

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Ah.

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Oh, hey.
I'm excited to be working with you today.

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- It is going to be groundbreaking.
- We'll see.

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[Webber] Hey. Good morning.

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Hey, looking forward
to joining you in the OR today.

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- [chuckles]
- Oh, is that why you're so chipper?

28
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For sure.

29
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I just parked
in the chief's parking space.

30
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Isn't that the space
just next to your old one?

31
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This one doesn't have a dip
in the asphalt.

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Mm-hmm. It's the perks of being a chief.

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- They are mighty fine.
- [both laugh]

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Yeah, I've done both those jobs,
so I know that chiefing

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is mostly scheduling and HR issues
and being buried in paperwork.

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Um, does the chief resident
still have his own desk?

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Already got it stocked with snacks.

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- That's what I'm talking about.
- [chuckling]

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I hit the bulk store and everything.

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[Grey] <i>All a surgeon could do
to minimize pain was work faster.</i>

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<i>That all changed when the first surgery
was performed using ether as anaesthetic.</i>

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Morning, benchwarmers.

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He's just jealous
because he doesn't get to scrub in

44
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on the double lung transplant today.

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<i>Au contraire</i>, I am on plastics.

46
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Since when were you interested in that?

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Huge scope and range in terms of anatomy,

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cutting-edge research opportunities,
high demand.

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I think plastics might be the one.

50
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I hope you and plastics
are very happy together.

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[Grey] <i>Now surgeons faced a new dilemma.</i>

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<i>If a patient can't feel pain...</i>

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- Excuse me.
- [Grey] <i>...when do you stop?</i>

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Are we assigned a cubby?

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Your first day?

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I-I missed the actual first day.

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Preplanned vacation for
my grandparents' anniversary.

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Bold for an autotroph.

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Bottom of the food chain.
Intern locker room is down the hall.

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- Sorry, but I'm not...
- Hey. Pro-tip: Excuses make it worse.

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Your resident will thank me.

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Oh, really?

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Trust me. Who do you have?

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Kwan.

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Well, I guess I'll have to thank myself.

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What'd you say your name was?

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Mohanty.

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Kavita Mohanty.

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Yeah, I don't see you on my roster.

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That's because you're on mine.

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I'm the new plastics fellow.
You're on my service.

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[chuckles]

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[siren wailing in distance]

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[Bryant] Dr. Griffith, hey, uh...

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how does an intern get in
on this insane double lung transplant?

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I don't make the assignments.
Talk to Warren. Also, you're late.

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But you can put in a good word
for me though, right?

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No, you don't get to ask me favors.
Go make yourself useful.

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Wow, what did he do to you?

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- We need to make a pact.
- Uh-huh?

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We're second years. We need to focus.

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No sex, no relationships.

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You with me?

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[gasps] You had sex with him.

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I...

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- It was an accident.
- [chuckles]

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How? Did you fall on it?

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The logistics don't matter. Are you in?

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Oh, I'm not the one
sleeping with an intern.

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[mumbles]

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[announcer over PA]
<i>Dr. Padero to the NICU.</i>

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<i>Dr. Christina Padero to the NICU.</i>

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Hey. Hey. Do you know anything about cars?

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Should I get the extended warranty?

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Well, I mean, it depends
on the car, your budget,

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how long you plan on keeping it.

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My lease is up in 12 hours.

98
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Wow, you cut it close.

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We need a bigger car,
but I hate negotiating.

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I thought Link would be out of
the hospital, and he could handle it, but...

101
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Well, I spent the last year
negotiating every penny for this hospital.

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You just have to be patient
and clear on what your goals are.

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Anything is possible.

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You know, last month,
I got an MRI machine at cost.

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Do you want to go with me?

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[Altman] Uh, I have patients, but...

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- Hey, you, it's been a minute.
- Hi.

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- How is everything?
- Good, I'm-I'm great.

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- What are you doing here?
- David left his wallet at home.

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How was your pineapple pizza?

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Uh, pizza?

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Ran into Owen and the kids
last night picking up dinner.

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I admit I was a little judgmental
when I heard your order.

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Oh, yeah, I was working late.
Big... big trauma. I just... [stutters]

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I didn't get home before
they devoured everything.

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- Oh.
- [chuckles]

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- Well, hi, we haven't met.
- Oh.

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- I'm Jo Wilson.
- Hi. Cass.

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Oh, yeah. Sorry, um... Jo Wilson.

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Um, Cass, um... Beckman.

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Um, she's just
an incredible trauma surgeon.

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- Thank you.
- Uh, she's married to David.

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Oh, yeah, I've worked with David.
He's great.

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Can't remember his wallet
to save his life,

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but he does an excellent CABG.

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- [chuckles]
- [elevator dings]

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Um, this is me. Nice to meet you, Jo.

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I'm really glad I ran into you.

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So, we'll take your car?

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Hey, hey, I hear we're playing
musical chairs with some lungs today.

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Oh, shoot, I'm sorry,
I must have the wrong room.

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I'm looking for Ryan Delgadillo.

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He's about this high. He loves airplanes.

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- It's me.
- What? It's you?

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You must have grown, like,
6 inches since the last time I saw you.

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[chuckles] I'm in kindergarten.

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You're in kindergarten?
Wow, that's big kid stuff right there.

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Uh, you've all met Dr. Ndugu.

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He recently pioneered
a breakthrough cardio surgery.

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- We're lucky to have him.
- I'm happy to help.

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- Uh, Dr. Griffith?
- Ryan Delgadillo.

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Age six. Diagnosed with
bronchiolitis obliterans at age two.

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He's been on ECMO for four weeks.

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Today, we will be performing a bilateral
lung transplant from living donors.

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Each parent is donating one lower lobe.

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Transplanted together,
they will act as Ryan's new lungs.

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You're sure this is the right way to go?

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We should wait longer for
a pair of lungs from a deceased donor?

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- Are you having second thoughts?
- About me? No.

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I'd give Ry all my lungs if I could.

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- Can we have a moment?
- Of course.

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We'll be right back.

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- Okay, and how is this? Is it comfortable?
- Yeah.

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We just wanna make sure
that small pieces of our lungs

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are as good as a full set
from someone his own size.

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It's a valid concern.

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Look, getting two lungs from
a deceased donor, it's preferable,

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but we haven't found a match.

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And Ryan's been on ECMO for weeks now,

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and the risks of bleeding,
blood clotting, organ damage,

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they've all quadrupled.

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Our window to act is closing.

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And, uh... you think it'll work?

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Based on the extensive workups
we've done on all of you, we do.

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Once you sign the consent forms,
we can get you prepped for surgery.

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[siren wailing]

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Okay, where do you want me?

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There is fine.

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[Bailey] Hey, which one
of these rigs has my patient?

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Who's your patient?

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- Katie.
- Katie Rogers.

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Twenty-seven. Auto versus tree.
Restrained passenger.

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Negative LOC. GCS 15.
Moving all extremities.

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Minor scrapes and bruises.

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Dr. Bailey, can I still do chemo today?

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Okay, we need to examine you first.

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She also has stage two gastric cancer.

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Look, if I can't,
can you still operate next month?

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One step at a time. Let's get her inside.

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- [Bailey] Oh!
- Hey, move.

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- I'm all good.
- Out of the way.

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My bag. I need my laptop.

183
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Um, Adams, Bryant, go find it.

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You can go in. I got this.

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I don't mind taking a look at the rig.

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You're not on a tour.

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Did I do something to piss you off?

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Yeah, you slept with my girlfriend.

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Slept...

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[sighs]

191
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Cass Beckman seems nice.

192
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Yeah, she's great.

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- What about something like this?
- Nah, it's small.

194
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What was the big, big trauma?

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I was on call last night.
I didn't hear about it.

196
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Oh, it must have been another night.
What about the one outside?

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[gasps] Oh, wait! Oh, this is perfect.

198
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- [gasps]
- This is gonna be way out of your budget.

199
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No, but you have all that negotiating
experience, and you said yourself,

200
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"Anything is possible."
Please, don't make me drive a minivan.

201
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Can I help you, ladies?

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Can we test-drive this car?

203
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BP's 122 over 68.

204
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Heart rate is sitting in the low hundreds.

205
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- [Katie] I feel dizzy.
- [Bailey] Uh, you might be dehydrated.

206
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Let's hang another bag of fluids
and give her something for the pain.

207
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So, what happened?

208
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My rideshare had
a chance encounter with a tree.

209
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[chuckles] These injuries don't look
as nice as that sounds.

210
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I'm a couples therapist, so I like
to put a positive flip on first meetings.

211
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- Ow. [grunts]
- She's... she's tender.

212
00:09:05,925 --> 00:09:08,010
Free fluid in the splenorenal recess.

213
00:09:08,094 --> 00:09:11,097
That doesn't sound like a stop
on the road to Cancer-freeville.

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Should I be worried?

215
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What do I always tell you?

216
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"Don't worry until you look worried."

217
00:09:15,059 --> 00:09:17,103
Good. All right, uh, Adams, Bryant,

218
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get her to CT and page me
when the scans are up.

219
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Uh, Dr. Bailey, I can take her myself.

220
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Bryant can go with you.

221
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Uh, do I look like his resident?

222
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Yeah, but he'll learn more with you.

223
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Of course he will,
but then you won't learn to teach.

224
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Mr. Lee, how are we doing today?

225
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I'm the same as yesterday,
but you don't look like Dr. Kayise.

226
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He was pulled into an emergency case.

227
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I'm Dr. Mohanty. This is Dr. Kwan.

228
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We'll be your doctors today.

229
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Ray Lee, 35, presenting
after scald injury while hiking...

230
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Technically camping.
I just finished Storm King.

231
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Three percent TBSA partial thickness
burns affecting left forearm.

232
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Status post-bedside debridement
and skin grafts post-op day one.

233
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Can we take a look?

234
00:10:04,859 --> 00:10:06,068
Be my guest.

235
00:10:07,695 --> 00:10:10,573
No. Dr. Mohanty
is the plastic surgery fellow.

236
00:10:10,656 --> 00:10:13,451
She is very experienced and accomplished.

237
00:10:13,534 --> 00:10:14,535
Sorry about that.

238
00:10:14,619 --> 00:10:17,204
It's an honest mistake.
Anyone can make it.

239
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She's so youthful.

240
00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:21,375
In a good way, not that she's old.

241
00:10:21,459 --> 00:10:22,918
I think he gets it.

242
00:10:24,337 --> 00:10:26,339
Let's remove the dressing, shall we?

243
00:10:26,422 --> 00:10:30,509
I'm guessing this makes the last time
I make mac and cheese on a camp stove.

244
00:10:30,593 --> 00:10:32,345
- [Kwan] This was a cooking accident?
- [Lee chuckles]

245
00:10:32,428 --> 00:10:35,556
I'm the punch line in those jokes
about cooks who can't boil water.

246
00:10:37,892 --> 00:10:38,893
[cell phone buzzes]

247
00:10:40,436 --> 00:10:42,146
Looks like it's healing appropriately.

248
00:10:42,229 --> 00:10:45,483
Dr. Kwan will redress it for you,
and I'll check back in a bit.

249
00:10:47,151 --> 00:10:49,195
I forgot to ask
if I can have some crackers.

250
00:10:49,278 --> 00:10:50,279
Can we page her?

251
00:10:50,363 --> 00:10:52,448
Let's not bother her for a snack.

252
00:10:53,449 --> 00:10:55,868
What do you want? Grahams or saltines?

253
00:11:01,499 --> 00:11:04,335
All right. Starting your scans.
Hold still.

254
00:11:05,378 --> 00:11:06,545
[Bryant sighs]

255
00:11:17,807 --> 00:11:18,808
I didn't know.

256
00:11:18,891 --> 00:11:19,892
Whatever.

257
00:11:26,607 --> 00:11:29,110
Hello? Is anybody there?

258
00:11:29,193 --> 00:11:31,195
Yeah, we're here. Everything okay?

259
00:11:31,278 --> 00:11:33,322
[Katie] Yeah. It's just, it's quiet.

260
00:11:33,406 --> 00:11:35,282
Seemed like a bad sign.

261
00:11:36,367 --> 00:11:38,619
Everything's fine.
We're just waiting on your scans.

262
00:11:38,703 --> 00:11:42,248
Okay. I'm used to listening
to people talk all day.

263
00:11:42,331 --> 00:11:46,293
Cheating husband,
wife who resents giving up her career.

264
00:11:46,877 --> 00:11:49,880
You know,
it's my job to help people communicate.

265
00:11:49,964 --> 00:11:51,966
Like, in my work, talking is good.

266
00:11:52,049 --> 00:11:54,301
Screaming, crying, it's all fine.

267
00:11:54,385 --> 00:11:59,932
It's only when my clients go silent,
that's when I can't help them. [chuckles]

268
00:12:00,433 --> 00:12:02,017
But I guess that doesn't happen here.

269
00:12:06,647 --> 00:12:07,898
Nope.

270
00:12:13,654 --> 00:12:14,655
- Hey.
- Yeah.

271
00:12:14,739 --> 00:12:17,074
Griffith and Millin filled me in.
You want me on the dads?

272
00:12:17,158 --> 00:12:20,161
Yeah, Kim's flight got canceled,
so now he's stuck in Florida.

273
00:12:20,244 --> 00:12:21,871
Are you okay being my assist?

274
00:12:21,954 --> 00:12:23,789
- Of course, but you owe me.
- Okay. Yes.

275
00:12:23,873 --> 00:12:25,374
Does Bailey have a girlfriend?

276
00:12:25,458 --> 00:12:26,625
I'm not answering that.

277
00:12:26,709 --> 00:12:27,710
Boyfriend?

278
00:12:27,793 --> 00:12:29,712
He asked me not to say anything.
You want me to break his trust?

279
00:12:29,795 --> 00:12:32,047
- I do. Yeah. I'm his mother.
- You're unbelievable.

280
00:12:32,131 --> 00:12:33,132
- Okay.
- Hey.

281
00:12:33,215 --> 00:12:34,800
- Hi.
- Webber and Warren got held up,

282
00:12:34,884 --> 00:12:37,136
- but we should get started without them.
- Okay. What are we looking at?

283
00:12:37,219 --> 00:12:38,220
- Three lungs.
- Yeah.

284
00:12:38,304 --> 00:12:41,557
Two healthy, one with extensive
mosaic perfusion and air trappings.

285
00:12:41,640 --> 00:12:43,184
Looks like bronchiolitis obliterans.

286
00:12:43,267 --> 00:12:45,770
Technically true.
Not the answer I'm looking for.

287
00:12:45,853 --> 00:12:49,190
In this first scan,
we have two nonspecific granulomas...

288
00:12:49,273 --> 00:12:51,567
We are looking at a family, okay?

289
00:12:52,067 --> 00:12:54,236
That's who will be
on our operating tables today.

290
00:12:54,320 --> 00:12:56,697
And look, I know it goes without saying,
but I want it on record.

291
00:12:56,781 --> 00:12:58,407
There is no room for error. None.

292
00:12:58,491 --> 00:13:00,367
One mistake and a whole family suffers.

293
00:13:00,451 --> 00:13:04,872
But if you're this concerned,
maybe we should consider holding a beat.

294
00:13:05,539 --> 00:13:08,250
I'm sorry... [stutters]
...are you having cold feet?

295
00:13:08,793 --> 00:13:10,961
No, no, but I've always had reservations.

296
00:13:11,045 --> 00:13:13,589
You know as well as I do
this is not the standard of care.

297
00:13:13,672 --> 00:13:15,299
- Yeah, Ryan's not a standard case.
- Of course not,

298
00:13:15,382 --> 00:13:18,928
but there's a reason that no one does
living-donor lung transplants anymore.

299
00:13:19,011 --> 00:13:21,514
We're talking
a much higher mortality rate.

300
00:13:21,597 --> 00:13:23,516
Post-op, Vivek and Steven are at risk

301
00:13:23,599 --> 00:13:26,685
for bronchial stump leaks,
bleeding, diminished lung capacity...

302
00:13:26,769 --> 00:13:29,146
- Yeah.
- I'm sorry, haven't they been made aware

303
00:13:29,230 --> 00:13:30,981
- of the risks?
- Yes, they have,

304
00:13:31,065 --> 00:13:32,691
but I'm concerned that their...

305
00:13:33,776 --> 00:13:36,153
understandable desire to save their son
is clouding their judgment...

306
00:13:36,237 --> 00:13:37,696
Yeah, but of course it is.

307
00:13:37,780 --> 00:13:39,532
They can't just sit back
and watch their kid die.

308
00:13:39,615 --> 00:13:41,742
What happens if we do this,
and he still dies?

309
00:13:41,826 --> 00:13:45,371
Look, I'm... I just wanna make sure that
we're thinking this through. That's all.

310
00:13:45,454 --> 00:13:49,166
I know, but if I knew you weren't all in,
I would have gone to someone else.

311
00:13:49,250 --> 00:13:51,335
You didn't really give me a choice,
and you'd be hard-pressed

312
00:13:51,418 --> 00:13:54,797
to find a cardiothoracic surgeon that
can get behind a living lung donation.

313
00:13:54,880 --> 00:13:59,051
Listen, I've been working with Ryan
and his parents for months now, months.

314
00:13:59,134 --> 00:14:01,762
We are out of time.
We have to take a swing. That is it.

315
00:14:01,846 --> 00:14:04,890
I'm the one who's been seeing
his health decline on ECMO every day,

316
00:14:04,974 --> 00:14:06,892
calling UNOS multiple times.

317
00:14:06,976 --> 00:14:10,020
Hold on, hold on. Let's...
We can debate this all day long.

318
00:14:10,521 --> 00:14:14,400
The only people who can really make
the decision are Ryan's dads,

319
00:14:14,483 --> 00:14:16,360
so why don't I...

320
00:14:16,986 --> 00:14:18,487
we go speak to them?

321
00:14:18,571 --> 00:14:19,905
- Okay.
- I'm coming too.

322
00:14:19,989 --> 00:14:23,617
No, no, you should stay here,
get some air, and I will fill you in.

323
00:14:23,701 --> 00:14:24,994
Okay.

324
00:14:31,834 --> 00:14:32,835
Switch services with me.

325
00:14:32,918 --> 00:14:33,919
[scoffs] No.

326
00:14:34,003 --> 00:14:35,254
The plastics fellow hates me.

327
00:14:35,337 --> 00:14:36,714
What did you do?

328
00:14:36,797 --> 00:14:38,048
Why do you assume I did something?

329
00:14:38,132 --> 00:14:39,258
Because it's you.

330
00:14:39,341 --> 00:14:41,927
Well, I heard your boyfriend's
working with your other boyfriend.

331
00:14:42,011 --> 00:14:43,345
You told Kwan before you told me?

332
00:14:43,429 --> 00:14:45,222
- Listen, we live together.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, I knew first.

333
00:14:45,306 --> 00:14:46,390
You should be mad at her.

334
00:14:46,473 --> 00:14:48,017
Hey, switch with me
so you don't work together.

335
00:14:48,100 --> 00:14:49,101
I'm not interested.

336
00:14:49,184 --> 00:14:50,769
I've got my own problems.

337
00:14:56,358 --> 00:14:57,860
- Is it time?
- Not quite yet.

338
00:14:57,943 --> 00:15:00,696
This is Dr. Grey.
She'll be joining your surgical team.

339
00:15:01,280 --> 00:15:02,990
It's nice to meet both of you.

340
00:15:03,073 --> 00:15:06,452
I know you've been made aware
of the risks of your surgeries,

341
00:15:06,952 --> 00:15:08,370
but I'm new to the team,

342
00:15:08,454 --> 00:15:12,124
so I just wanted to make sure
that we're all on the same page here.

343
00:15:12,207 --> 00:15:14,960
We're in no matter the risks.
That's the page we're on.

344
00:15:15,044 --> 00:15:18,297
Okay, you understand that you'll both
likely have diminished lung capacity

345
00:15:18,380 --> 00:15:19,381
for the rest of your lives?

346
00:15:19,465 --> 00:15:21,342
- I hate exercise.
- But you could have bleeding.

347
00:15:21,425 --> 00:15:23,969
You could need more surgeries,
develop infections.

348
00:15:24,053 --> 00:15:25,095
We have insurance.

349
00:15:25,179 --> 00:15:27,264
- You could have a stroke.
- Nothing that could happen to me

350
00:15:27,348 --> 00:15:28,849
would be worse than losing my son.

351
00:15:30,225 --> 00:15:31,393
Ryan was two when we met.

352
00:15:31,477 --> 00:15:35,397
You can't really explain, "This is
Daddy's boyfriend," to a two-year-old.

353
00:15:35,481 --> 00:15:38,692
I was just a man who was around sometimes
and gave him snacks.

354
00:15:40,361 --> 00:15:44,073
But one night the power went out
and Ryan panicked

355
00:15:44,156 --> 00:15:48,535
and ran into my arms,
and I realized he trusted me.

356
00:15:49,703 --> 00:15:50,788
He felt safe with me.

357
00:15:51,789 --> 00:15:54,333
I couldn't tell you when it happened
or how, but...

358
00:15:56,377 --> 00:15:57,419
I was his dad.

359
00:15:59,338 --> 00:16:01,715
I've felt helpless watching him suffer.

360
00:16:02,216 --> 00:16:04,969
If I can take that away,
you're giving me the greatest gift.

361
00:16:09,139 --> 00:16:10,975
Well, he's lucky to have you both.

362
00:16:11,058 --> 00:16:13,060
I'll let the team know
we're good to go. All right?

363
00:16:14,520 --> 00:16:15,521
Okay.

364
00:16:24,154 --> 00:16:26,490
Hey, I need to give you a heads-up.

365
00:16:26,573 --> 00:16:28,534
If it's that I'm working with
the boyfriend you cheated on,

366
00:16:28,617 --> 00:16:30,911
- you're too late.
- I... I didn't cheat.

367
00:16:30,995 --> 00:16:32,913
We were broken up then and now.

368
00:16:32,997 --> 00:16:34,957
Yeah, well, he's acting
like the two of you are married,

369
00:16:35,040 --> 00:16:37,668
- and that he walked in on us at the bar.
- We agreed that never happened.

370
00:16:37,751 --> 00:16:39,211
Yeah, well, he didn't,
and he's pretty pissed

371
00:16:39,294 --> 00:16:40,671
for somebody who you're not with, so...

372
00:16:40,754 --> 00:16:42,548
Wes, it's over.

373
00:16:42,631 --> 00:16:43,674
I swear.

374
00:16:45,009 --> 00:16:47,052
- That guy's a piece of work.
- Hey, where are you going?

375
00:16:47,136 --> 00:16:49,430
I'm gonna go tell him I'm done
putting up with his crap.

376
00:16:51,181 --> 00:16:54,184
[hip-hop music playing over earbuds]

377
00:16:54,935 --> 00:16:56,812
[announcer over PA]
<i>Dr. Reeves to pediatrics.</i>

378
00:16:56,895 --> 00:16:58,981
<i>Dr. Carol Reeves to pediatrics.</i>

379
00:17:01,567 --> 00:17:02,818
[sighs]

380
00:17:04,778 --> 00:17:05,988
- Um...
- Oh.

381
00:17:06,071 --> 00:17:07,364
[both chuckle]

382
00:17:08,115 --> 00:17:11,285
Sorry. I... I didn't mean
to creep up on you.

383
00:17:11,368 --> 00:17:13,746
Oh, it's all right.
I was getting in the zone.

384
00:17:14,246 --> 00:17:17,166
Do you always blast music
before your surgeries?

385
00:17:17,875 --> 00:17:19,918
I used to, yeah.

386
00:17:20,419 --> 00:17:23,005
Now I just kind of save it
for the scary ones.

387
00:17:24,590 --> 00:17:25,841
You're nervous?

388
00:17:27,426 --> 00:17:31,096
You know we're doing a
living-donor lung transplant today, right?

389
00:17:31,180 --> 00:17:34,183
Yeah, but you built a new aorta.
You can do anything.

390
00:17:34,266 --> 00:17:37,436
That was a little luck
and a lot of Dr. Altman. [chuckles]

391
00:17:38,145 --> 00:17:39,521
Do you really feel that way?

392
00:17:39,605 --> 00:17:42,066
I know I'm good at my job.
I'm not fishing for compliments.

393
00:17:43,776 --> 00:17:47,654
But when you sign on to a risky surgery
that you've never done before,

394
00:17:48,947 --> 00:17:53,118
you don't really know if you have
what it takes until you succeed or fail.

395
00:17:53,827 --> 00:17:56,163
Yeah, I just... I don't want to fail today.

396
00:17:57,289 --> 00:17:58,624
You're a terrible surgeon.

397
00:17:58,707 --> 00:18:01,502
[chuckling] Okay, thank you
for that vote of confidence.

398
00:18:01,585 --> 00:18:02,836
You didn't let me finish.

399
00:18:02,920 --> 00:18:04,671
[chuckles] Do I want to?

400
00:18:04,755 --> 00:18:07,758
You don't have a god complex
like every other surgeon.

401
00:18:07,841 --> 00:18:09,176
Myself included.

402
00:18:09,259 --> 00:18:11,929
You know your limits,
and you don't push it.

403
00:18:12,513 --> 00:18:16,683
You hit a wall, you go around it.
And that's why you won't fail.

404
00:18:17,392 --> 00:18:19,561
You're not in this to prove something.
You're...

405
00:18:19,645 --> 00:18:21,730
You're just trying to be a good doctor.

406
00:18:23,774 --> 00:18:26,068
- That did get better. [chuckles]
- Mmm.

407
00:18:28,737 --> 00:18:29,738
I hope you're right.

408
00:18:30,864 --> 00:18:31,865
[Ndugu sighs]

409
00:18:31,949 --> 00:18:35,702
The reality is, is that no one can tell
you whether or not to be together.

410
00:18:35,786 --> 00:18:37,621
That is between you two.

411
00:18:38,288 --> 00:18:39,289
Where's your intern?

412
00:18:39,790 --> 00:18:41,875
I don't know. I've paged him twice.

413
00:18:41,959 --> 00:18:44,128
Hey, we need to get straight on something.
I never knew...

414
00:18:44,711 --> 00:18:46,630
- There he is.
- [Katie] Okay, yeah, I gotta go.

415
00:18:46,713 --> 00:18:49,633
We will talk in our session next week.
All right, buh-bye.

416
00:18:49,716 --> 00:18:51,969
I am so sorry. Client emergency.

417
00:18:52,052 --> 00:18:53,971
Hope they work things out.

418
00:18:54,054 --> 00:18:58,350
Well, honestly, they should call it,
but they can't quit one another, so...

419
00:18:58,433 --> 00:19:00,102
How are my scans?

420
00:19:00,894 --> 00:19:02,521
They show bleeding in the spleen.

421
00:19:02,604 --> 00:19:04,356
That was the fluid
we saw in the ultrasound.

422
00:19:04,940 --> 00:19:07,860
Is there a spleen Band-Aid for that?
[chuckles]

423
00:19:07,943 --> 00:19:10,654
Unfortunately, no,
we will have to remove it surgically.

424
00:19:12,072 --> 00:19:15,325
What about chemo? Is this gonna
interrupt my treatment schedule, or...

425
00:19:15,409 --> 00:19:16,451
You see my face?

426
00:19:18,787 --> 00:19:20,122
- You're not worried.
- No,

427
00:19:20,205 --> 00:19:23,417
but I will be if you don't
let us remove your spleen.

428
00:19:24,209 --> 00:19:27,546
Okay, yeah, I was really hoping
chemo and I would work out.

429
00:19:27,629 --> 00:19:30,299
Yeah, me too,
but let's take care of this first.

430
00:19:34,386 --> 00:19:36,597
[Grey] Okay, there's a lot
of moving pieces today,

431
00:19:36,680 --> 00:19:38,390
so let's go over the plan one more time.

432
00:19:38,473 --> 00:19:41,685
[Marsh] Ndugu, Griffith
and Millin will be here on Team Ryan.

433
00:19:41,768 --> 00:19:45,189
Once they've prepped him for the grafts,
Dr. Grey and I will open Vivek.

434
00:19:45,272 --> 00:19:47,482
As we prep the right lobe,
Dr. Webber and Dr. Warren

435
00:19:47,566 --> 00:19:49,359
will procure Steven's left lobe.

436
00:19:49,443 --> 00:19:52,112
We'll all meet back here at the end.
Any questions?

437
00:19:52,905 --> 00:19:55,032
- I'm ready. Let's go.
- Okay.

438
00:19:55,115 --> 00:19:56,366
[Webber] Good luck, everybody.

439
00:20:04,374 --> 00:20:06,418
[exhales] Scalpel.

440
00:20:15,886 --> 00:20:20,349
A virtual personal assistant in the car?
Now, that's a car you can live in.

441
00:20:20,432 --> 00:20:22,893
Stop talking about how much
you love this car.

442
00:20:22,976 --> 00:20:24,645
You've got to, like, you know...
Just play it cool.

443
00:20:24,728 --> 00:20:27,981
I can do that. I can be cool.
Look how cool I'm being right now.

444
00:20:28,523 --> 00:20:30,567
All right, you know what?
Let me do the talking.

445
00:20:31,485 --> 00:20:32,653
- Here you are.
- Thank you.

446
00:20:33,654 --> 00:20:37,324
Jo, what are you thinking?
Ready to move forward?

447
00:20:37,407 --> 00:20:41,286
Definitely. It has everything we need.
The three rows are just so...

448
00:20:42,120 --> 00:20:45,999
But there are factors
that I'm factoring in.

449
00:20:46,083 --> 00:20:49,211
[clears throat] Let's talk brass tacks.
What's your bottom line?

450
00:20:50,504 --> 00:20:54,299
My manager says
I can give you a $1,000 credit.

451
00:20:55,175 --> 00:20:56,468
How...

452
00:20:57,928 --> 00:20:59,263
does this look to you?

453
00:21:01,640 --> 00:21:03,767
We both know you can do better than this.

454
00:21:04,351 --> 00:21:06,270
- Jo is a loyal customer.
- Very loyal.

455
00:21:06,353 --> 00:21:08,313
I mean, she's about to have twins.

456
00:21:08,397 --> 00:21:10,857
She can't take on
this kind of car payment.

457
00:21:10,941 --> 00:21:12,859
I don't know your financial situation,

458
00:21:12,943 --> 00:21:16,780
but I can tell you,
people grossly underbudget for cars.

459
00:21:16,863 --> 00:21:18,115
They think it's just rubber and metal,

460
00:21:18,198 --> 00:21:21,702
and it's not worth the hard-earned money,
but this isn't just a car.

461
00:21:21,785 --> 00:21:23,745
This is your children's lives.

462
00:21:24,621 --> 00:21:25,956
It's their memories.

463
00:21:26,039 --> 00:21:27,582
Family road trips.

464
00:21:28,166 --> 00:21:31,670
Neighborhood carpool,
driving to soccer games...

465
00:21:31,753 --> 00:21:33,297
Your kids are gonna grow up in this car.

466
00:21:34,548 --> 00:21:37,676
That's worth something, no?

467
00:21:38,677 --> 00:21:41,430
I'm sorry, um... [clears throat] I just...
I need a minute.

468
00:21:42,014 --> 00:21:46,268
Uh, she's a surgeon.
That's probably a very important call.

469
00:21:46,351 --> 00:21:47,519
I'll be right back. Sorry.

470
00:21:50,355 --> 00:21:52,441
[sighs, breathes shakily]

471
00:21:54,067 --> 00:21:55,068
[sighs]

472
00:22:02,451 --> 00:22:03,452
[sobs]

473
00:22:06,246 --> 00:22:08,332
[crying]

474
00:22:12,002 --> 00:22:13,170
[sniffles, breathes shakily]

475
00:22:13,879 --> 00:22:14,963
Ugh.

476
00:22:16,173 --> 00:22:17,549
[whispers] Hey, what's happening?

477
00:22:18,300 --> 00:22:22,220
Is this a negotiating tactic?
Wow. You are so good.

478
00:22:22,304 --> 00:22:24,139
We never took a family road trip.

479
00:22:24,222 --> 00:22:28,393
I mean, we wanted to go to Alaska with
the kids, but we just kept pushing it off.

480
00:22:29,770 --> 00:22:30,771
You could still go.

481
00:22:30,854 --> 00:22:33,815
But not as a whole family.

482
00:22:37,444 --> 00:22:38,987
Owen and I are getting a divorce.

483
00:22:39,071 --> 00:22:40,280
Oh, Teddy, I...

484
00:22:42,032 --> 00:22:43,700
I am so sorry.

485
00:22:43,784 --> 00:22:45,952
No, it was my choice, but it's just...

486
00:22:47,621 --> 00:22:49,706
Now the kids will never have that memory.

487
00:22:50,707 --> 00:22:55,504
Instead they're bumping into Cass Beckman
and eating strange pizza without me.

488
00:22:58,048 --> 00:23:01,343
Well, what good are family memories
with a miserable mom?

489
00:23:02,636 --> 00:23:04,721
Your kids deserve the best version of you.

490
00:23:04,805 --> 00:23:06,640
But I'm not. I'm n... [cries]

491
00:23:06,723 --> 00:23:09,393
I'm not the best version of me.

492
00:23:09,476 --> 00:23:13,647
This morning, I was crying in the shower
just thinking about selling the house and...

493
00:23:14,314 --> 00:23:18,902
and tonight, Owen is gonna be
with the kids while I'm in a hotel room

494
00:23:18,985 --> 00:23:24,157
eating room service
and watching dumb reality TV.

495
00:23:27,202 --> 00:23:29,996
That doesn't sound so bad. [chuckles]

496
00:23:32,332 --> 00:23:35,627
Well, it kind of loses its luster
after three nights in one week.

497
00:23:39,923 --> 00:23:42,342
I've been divorced.

498
00:23:43,385 --> 00:23:47,055
It's not like flipping a switch.

499
00:23:47,139 --> 00:23:49,433
It takes time to find your footing.

500
00:23:49,516 --> 00:23:51,393
But when you do, it is so worth it.

501
00:23:52,686 --> 00:23:55,689
I'm happier now than I have ever been.

502
00:23:56,940 --> 00:23:59,484
I don't know what makes me happy anymore.

503
00:23:59,568 --> 00:24:02,863
Well, you don't have to
transform your life overnight.

504
00:24:03,572 --> 00:24:05,073
Start small.

505
00:24:05,740 --> 00:24:11,997
Put yourself first for once
and then find one tiny moment of joy.

506
00:24:19,212 --> 00:24:20,380
[Webber sighs]

507
00:24:23,133 --> 00:24:24,426
Any word from Marsh?

508
00:24:24,509 --> 00:24:25,552
Not yet.

509
00:24:26,636 --> 00:24:28,805
You know,
you could have held off on scrubbing in.

510
00:24:28,889 --> 00:24:33,143
Yeah, I'd rather get the patient prepped.
Don't want to be the hold up. [sighs]

511
00:24:33,226 --> 00:24:34,269
[phone chimes]

512
00:24:34,352 --> 00:24:36,438
See? That him?

513
00:24:36,521 --> 00:24:38,773
- [water running]
- Uh, no, that's yours.

514
00:24:39,441 --> 00:24:42,110
Really? Um, do you mind?

515
00:24:46,698 --> 00:24:49,242
"Follett lost her phone.
If you need her, text Barnes."

516
00:24:49,326 --> 00:24:50,994
[sighs] Yeah.

517
00:24:51,077 --> 00:24:53,455
- [phone chimes]
- [Warren] Um...

518
00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:55,290
[clears throat]

519
00:24:55,373 --> 00:24:58,418
"Fukushima's great aunt passed.
She'd like next weekend off."

520
00:24:58,502 --> 00:24:59,669
Whole weekend for a great aunt?

521
00:25:00,670 --> 00:25:02,839
- I mean, I'm sorry for her loss...
- [phone chimes]

522
00:25:04,257 --> 00:25:05,800
- [sighs]
- You want me to check?

523
00:25:05,884 --> 00:25:07,177
I want you to make it stop.

524
00:25:07,260 --> 00:25:08,512
Well, that I can do.

525
00:25:09,429 --> 00:25:11,139
- Silent.
- [chuckles]

526
00:25:11,223 --> 00:25:13,099
You know that doesn't
make the work go away, right?

527
00:25:13,183 --> 00:25:14,559
Chief to chief?

528
00:25:15,101 --> 00:25:17,229
It's called punting.

529
00:25:17,312 --> 00:25:18,897
[both chuckle]

530
00:25:20,607 --> 00:25:22,609
[monitor beeping steadily]

531
00:25:29,074 --> 00:25:31,076
[Adams] Did you do a post-op check
on Alex Brokaw?

532
00:25:31,159 --> 00:25:33,828
[Bryant] She's on SBT.
She should be ready to wake up soon

533
00:25:33,912 --> 00:25:35,288
and face reality, unlike other people.

534
00:25:35,372 --> 00:25:36,873
What the hell is that supposed to mean?

535
00:25:36,957 --> 00:25:40,001
I talked to Griffith. She said you guys
were over then and now. Her words.

536
00:25:40,085 --> 00:25:41,253
I'm not talking about this with you.

537
00:25:41,336 --> 00:25:43,338
And I'm not gonna let your
bruised little ego ruin my career.

538
00:25:43,421 --> 00:25:45,840
I don't need to get in your way.
You can ruin it all on your own.

539
00:25:45,924 --> 00:25:46,925
[Bailey] Ready to go?

540
00:25:47,425 --> 00:25:49,302
Katie deserves all our focus.

541
00:25:50,804 --> 00:25:52,305
[Bryant sighs]

542
00:26:03,441 --> 00:26:06,069
[Grey]
Is Bailey worried about soccer tryouts?

543
00:26:06,903 --> 00:26:08,238
Is he fighting with a friend?

544
00:26:08,822 --> 00:26:10,490
- Is it guy stuff?
- Meredith.

545
00:26:11,116 --> 00:26:13,076
Okay, I'm just asking.

546
00:26:13,577 --> 00:26:15,412
Uh, Ryan is on bypass and he's stable.

547
00:26:15,495 --> 00:26:17,330
Thanks, Dr. Millin.
Let us know if there's any changes.

548
00:26:18,540 --> 00:26:21,918
- Okay, here we go.
- [Marsh] Okay, scalpel.

549
00:26:22,002 --> 00:26:24,212
We need to move quickly and efficiently.

550
00:26:24,296 --> 00:26:26,256
Wait, he's febrile.

551
00:26:27,048 --> 00:26:28,800
- [Grey] 102.1.
- [Marsh sighs]

552
00:26:28,883 --> 00:26:31,177
What was his white blood
cell count from this morning?

553
00:26:31,261 --> 00:26:33,597
- 11.1.
- Okay, it's borderline.

554
00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:36,182
We can't remove part of
his lung if he's fighting an infection.

555
00:26:37,100 --> 00:26:39,394
Let's reset the probe
and recheck his temp, please.

556
00:26:40,395 --> 00:26:42,939
Well, it's not gonna matter
if his white count is borderline.

557
00:26:43,023 --> 00:26:44,482
Ryan is running out of time.

558
00:26:44,566 --> 00:26:46,276
Vivek would want us
to do everything we can.

559
00:26:46,359 --> 00:26:48,028
Recheck the temp again, please.

560
00:26:48,528 --> 00:26:50,113
Still 102.1.

561
00:26:50,196 --> 00:26:51,364
[sighs deeply]

562
00:26:51,448 --> 00:26:53,033
We should postpone for a few days.

563
00:26:53,116 --> 00:26:55,702
Let's hope Ryan has a few days.
Surgery's off. Get him out of here.

564
00:27:06,087 --> 00:27:09,007
- She just needs a minute.
- I thought the car was for you.

565
00:27:09,591 --> 00:27:13,595
It is, yeah. It's for me and my kids.

566
00:27:16,222 --> 00:27:17,515
Um...

567
00:27:18,266 --> 00:27:20,310
- Do you have kids?
- No.

568
00:27:20,894 --> 00:27:22,771
- Right.
- Back to the car.

569
00:27:22,854 --> 00:27:24,397
- I thought you liked it.
- I loved it.

570
00:27:24,481 --> 00:27:27,400
I... uh, I think it's fine.

571
00:27:27,484 --> 00:27:29,819
I wish the price was more negotiable,
but...

572
00:27:29,903 --> 00:27:31,905
All right, Dan. Can I call you Dan?

573
00:27:32,530 --> 00:27:34,157
Uh, I prefer Daniel.

574
00:27:34,240 --> 00:27:37,452
We are busy people, Dan, and I'm sure
that you've got a lot going on too.

575
00:27:37,535 --> 00:27:38,912
So, let's make this quick.

576
00:27:38,995 --> 00:27:41,289
She wants this car, but she also wants

577
00:27:41,373 --> 00:27:43,500
to be able to pay for college someday
for her kids.

578
00:27:43,583 --> 00:27:47,921
So if you want the sale,
we will take the car at MSRP,

579
00:27:48,004 --> 00:27:51,424
no market adjustment fee,
no preparation fee,

580
00:27:51,508 --> 00:27:54,511
and, uh, we're declining
the extended warranty.

581
00:27:55,095 --> 00:27:58,264
I-I'm only authorized
to take the price down $1,500.

582
00:27:58,348 --> 00:28:01,351
An hour ago that was 1,000,
so you can see why I'm skeptical.

583
00:28:03,812 --> 00:28:07,315
Like I said, everybody wants this car.

584
00:28:07,399 --> 00:28:09,609
Well, then you're just gonna
have to sell it to one of them.

585
00:28:09,693 --> 00:28:11,945
Thank you so much for your time.

586
00:28:12,445 --> 00:28:14,906
- Uh, I'm sorry.
- [mouths words]

587
00:28:15,740 --> 00:28:17,575
- What are you doing?
- I am finding my joy.

588
00:28:17,659 --> 00:28:19,160
I-I-I can run the numbers again.

589
00:28:20,161 --> 00:28:21,996
Maybe there's a compromise.

590
00:28:22,497 --> 00:28:23,915
We're listening.

591
00:28:28,044 --> 00:28:29,045
[Kwan] You paged?

592
00:28:30,130 --> 00:28:31,756
Mr. Lee's developed a hematoma.

593
00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:34,926
I need you to book an OR so we can
drain and evaluate the skin graft.

594
00:28:35,009 --> 00:28:37,137
- Another surgery?
- Dr. Kwan will get you prepped.

595
00:28:37,679 --> 00:28:39,222
Wait, we're taking him now?

596
00:28:39,305 --> 00:28:41,641
We have to control the bleeders ASAP.
You have a problem with that?

597
00:28:41,725 --> 00:28:42,809
He just ate lunch.

598
00:28:43,435 --> 00:28:45,520
He's NPO. He can't have anything.

599
00:28:46,688 --> 00:28:48,356
- Who lifted the order?
- I did.

600
00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:50,275
His surgery was done. It'd been hours.

601
00:28:50,358 --> 00:28:52,694
He's on warfarin,
which made him a risk for a rebleed.

602
00:28:52,777 --> 00:28:57,031
That's why the NPO wasn't lifted.
You'd have known if you'd bothered to ask.

603
00:28:57,699 --> 00:29:00,243
Call anesthesia and see what they're
comfortable with.

604
00:29:00,326 --> 00:29:01,745
This could be a long night.

605
00:29:04,831 --> 00:29:06,750
[Ndugu] All right,
this is the worst-case scenario.

606
00:29:06,833 --> 00:29:08,752
- [Marsh] I know.
- I got Ryan off ECMO,

607
00:29:08,835 --> 00:29:10,336
got him intubated, put him on bypass,

608
00:29:10,420 --> 00:29:12,380
and now I got to get him
off bypass and back on ECMO?

609
00:29:12,464 --> 00:29:14,132
I told Webber the surgery's off.

610
00:29:14,215 --> 00:29:16,217
Okay. Look, we'll push it a few days.

611
00:29:16,301 --> 00:29:17,510
You suggested it yourself earlier...

612
00:29:17,594 --> 00:29:20,764
That was before we took him off ECMO.
Ryan is six years old.

613
00:29:21,431 --> 00:29:24,100
Six. His lungs can't handle
the back and forth. He's too small.

614
00:29:26,311 --> 00:29:28,521
What if he could live
with one lobe instead of two?

615
00:29:28,605 --> 00:29:32,150
Well, his heart could fail if he
only has lung tissue on one side.

616
00:29:32,233 --> 00:29:35,278
Are you thinking we split
Steven's right lower lobe into two?

617
00:29:35,361 --> 00:29:37,238
Isn't that what you do with livers?

618
00:29:37,322 --> 00:29:39,616
- This isn't the same.
- Yeah, but could you do it?

619
00:29:39,699 --> 00:29:42,869
I mean, is it possible without
destroying the remaining lobe segments?

620
00:29:48,708 --> 00:29:50,710
Uh, hold on. Um...

621
00:29:53,046 --> 00:29:56,758
Yeah, well, the ratio
would have to be less than 200%.

622
00:30:07,352 --> 00:30:08,561
Yeah, the math checks out.

623
00:30:08,645 --> 00:30:10,980
So, then I should tell
Webber the surgery's back on?

624
00:30:11,064 --> 00:30:13,399
No, no. 'Cause that doesn't mean
that I can pull it off.

625
00:30:13,483 --> 00:30:16,236
The-the orientation of
the vasculature would be reversed.

626
00:30:19,447 --> 00:30:23,117
So, if we split the lobe into two halves,

627
00:30:23,201 --> 00:30:25,370
then the right side would fit
into the right side

628
00:30:25,453 --> 00:30:28,498
of his chest cavity without a problem,
but for the left,

629
00:30:29,082 --> 00:30:33,670
we would need to invert it
to match the anastomosis.

630
00:30:33,753 --> 00:30:34,754
And that could work?

631
00:30:37,382 --> 00:30:38,466
Yeah, that could work.

632
00:30:38,550 --> 00:30:39,968
- Let's try it.
- Okay, great.

633
00:30:40,051 --> 00:30:41,386
- Let's go.
- [Ndugu] Okay.

634
00:30:45,473 --> 00:30:47,350
[Bailey] Dissection looks good.

635
00:30:47,433 --> 00:30:49,060
Her spleen is almost free.

636
00:30:49,727 --> 00:30:51,604
I lost visualization.

637
00:30:52,814 --> 00:30:54,691
[Bryant] You can just tell me
when you want me to move it.

638
00:30:54,774 --> 00:30:56,150
[Adams] That was easier.

639
00:30:56,234 --> 00:31:00,363
[clears throat] Uh, how about walking
your intern through the next steps?

640
00:31:01,197 --> 00:31:05,076
[Adams] First, we identify
the splenic artery in the veins.

641
00:31:05,159 --> 00:31:09,289
Then we clamp and divide them
to free up the spleen to send to path.

642
00:31:09,372 --> 00:31:12,250
Then we ligate the vessels.
Ready for specimen.

643
00:31:13,626 --> 00:31:15,420
That's your cue to hand me the Metz.

644
00:31:19,382 --> 00:31:20,592
Right.

645
00:31:22,927 --> 00:31:24,512
Okay.

646
00:31:29,976 --> 00:31:32,729
[Bailey] Okay. Make sure
you have good hemostasis.

647
00:31:33,479 --> 00:31:34,939
[Adams] Suction is clogged.

648
00:31:35,023 --> 00:31:36,774
[Bailey] Use some saline
to clear the line.

649
00:31:45,116 --> 00:31:50,955
Hang on. Bryant, will you take the spleen
to path and put in a stat order for me?

650
00:31:51,039 --> 00:31:52,498
- Got it.
- Mm-hmm.

651
00:31:53,416 --> 00:31:54,417
[Bailey clears throat]

652
00:31:55,209 --> 00:31:57,253
I'll take that and 2-0 silk, please.

653
00:31:57,337 --> 00:31:59,047
- I'm not done.
- You are now.

654
00:32:01,299 --> 00:32:02,675
Take over the retractor.

655
00:32:13,436 --> 00:32:16,439
[♪ "Where Is My Mind?" playing]

656
00:33:56,205 --> 00:33:58,249
[exhales deeply]

657
00:34:05,089 --> 00:34:08,259
Good job, everyone.
We did it. We saved a family today.

658
00:34:15,308 --> 00:34:18,686
[Bailey] Good hemostasis
in the stump. All right.

659
00:34:18,770 --> 00:34:22,565
So let's pack her and check
the other quadrants before we close.

660
00:34:23,399 --> 00:34:24,567
Lap pads?

661
00:34:27,445 --> 00:34:31,657
I don't know what is going on with
you and Bryant, but it has to stop.

662
00:34:31,741 --> 00:34:32,742
[Adams] Dr. Bailey...

663
00:34:32,825 --> 00:34:37,872
What I do know is that you've already
been kicked out of an OR once this month,

664
00:34:37,955 --> 00:34:41,542
and whatever it is has been
impacting and affecting patients,

665
00:34:41,626 --> 00:34:45,922
including this poor woman,
who sure as hell has been through enough.

666
00:34:46,005 --> 00:34:48,091
I can't have it. Am I clear?

667
00:34:48,174 --> 00:34:50,218
- Yes, but...
- Am I clear?

668
00:34:50,301 --> 00:34:51,552
It's Katie's liver.

669
00:34:51,636 --> 00:34:53,346
Do these look like tumors?

670
00:34:58,935 --> 00:35:00,228
Oh, no.

671
00:35:07,110 --> 00:35:08,111
[♪ song ends]

672
00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:15,493
[Wilson] You sure you don't want a ride?

673
00:35:16,202 --> 00:35:17,370
I could use the air.

674
00:35:17,453 --> 00:35:21,082
Well, thank you, again,
and it does get better, Teddy.

675
00:35:21,165 --> 00:35:23,835
You just have to give yourself permission
to feel happy again.

676
00:35:24,418 --> 00:35:26,546
[♪ "Stay With You" playing]

677
00:35:29,549 --> 00:35:31,592
Is there anything else I can do for you?

678
00:35:46,899 --> 00:35:48,067
How are you feeling?

679
00:35:49,318 --> 00:35:51,821
[chuckles] Tired. A little weak.

680
00:35:51,904 --> 00:35:54,448
That makes sense. You have an infection.

681
00:35:55,116 --> 00:35:57,952
You spiked a fever in the OR,
and we weren't able to take your lobe.

682
00:35:58,035 --> 00:35:59,120
What about Ryan?

683
00:35:59,203 --> 00:36:00,204
He's doing great.

684
00:36:00,288 --> 00:36:02,707
We were able to make
two lungs from your husband's one lobe.

685
00:36:03,291 --> 00:36:05,251
- He's gonna be okay?
- Mm-hmm.

686
00:36:06,460 --> 00:36:08,629
[sighs] Thank you.

687
00:36:10,089 --> 00:36:11,465
Thank you for saving my son.

688
00:36:16,262 --> 00:36:18,389
[Adams] Did you put in an order
for the post-op labs?

689
00:36:18,472 --> 00:36:19,932
Yep, for first thing in the morning.

690
00:36:20,433 --> 00:36:21,642
We should get a set now.

691
00:36:21,726 --> 00:36:23,769
Okay. Sorry, I can do that right now.

692
00:36:25,354 --> 00:36:28,900
Look, I only ask 'cause
I got it wrong my first time.

693
00:36:36,657 --> 00:36:38,784
[Bailey] Ah. Look who's back.

694
00:36:40,453 --> 00:36:41,454
[Katie] How'd it go?

695
00:36:41,537 --> 00:36:44,665
Was my spleen okay?
Did you tell her it wasn't her, it was me?

696
00:36:44,749 --> 00:36:47,126
The operation went smoothly.

697
00:36:47,710 --> 00:36:49,712
And, um, when can I get back to work?

698
00:36:49,795 --> 00:36:51,547
Well, you've still
got to rest for a few days.

699
00:36:51,631 --> 00:36:53,216
[Bryant]
Hopefully your clients will understand.

700
00:36:53,299 --> 00:36:54,300
[Katie] Thank you.

701
00:36:54,383 --> 00:36:55,593
This morning was pretty scary,

702
00:36:55,676 --> 00:36:57,762
and I was kind of freaked out
by the whole spleen thing,

703
00:36:57,845 --> 00:37:00,097
but I'm grateful that
you guys were able to fix it,

704
00:37:00,181 --> 00:37:04,018
and I can get back to cancer treatment.

705
00:37:05,269 --> 00:37:09,273
Oh, don't worry.
I know, it's one day at a time.

706
00:37:15,321 --> 00:37:16,322
What's wrong?

707
00:37:16,906 --> 00:37:18,074
Hmm.

708
00:37:18,157 --> 00:37:21,244
So, while we were operating,

709
00:37:21,327 --> 00:37:27,041
we found areas on your liver
that are concerning for metastasis.

710
00:37:27,833 --> 00:37:29,001
The cancer's spreading.

711
00:37:31,212 --> 00:37:35,383
I thought Dr. Sugihara,
he said that the chemo was working.

712
00:37:36,968 --> 00:37:38,052
How bad is it?

713
00:37:38,135 --> 00:37:41,639
[Bailey] Well, okay, we won't know
until we get the biopsy results,

714
00:37:41,722 --> 00:37:45,434
and we need new scans to restage you.

715
00:37:46,811 --> 00:37:48,229
If you had to guess...

716
00:37:51,274 --> 00:37:52,275
Never mind.

717
00:37:52,358 --> 00:37:54,235
I can see it on your face.

718
00:37:54,777 --> 00:37:56,195
You're worried.

719
00:37:57,780 --> 00:38:00,616
It's over, isn't it?

720
00:38:04,078 --> 00:38:05,079
No.

721
00:38:05,663 --> 00:38:09,000
As long as you're still here,
nothing's over.

722
00:38:09,625 --> 00:38:11,252
He is right.

723
00:38:12,545 --> 00:38:15,381
Get some rest
and we'll talk more tomorrow.

724
00:38:15,464 --> 00:38:16,465
[mouths] Okay?

725
00:38:27,226 --> 00:38:28,477
[♪ song ends]

726
00:38:30,604 --> 00:38:33,024
Anesthesia said Ray
should be ready by 9:30.

727
00:38:33,107 --> 00:38:34,608
Great.

728
00:38:36,193 --> 00:38:37,194
Your noodles look great.

729
00:38:38,988 --> 00:38:41,365
I'm supposed to be
on a date at Nicoletti's right now.

730
00:38:44,910 --> 00:38:48,414
Hey, uh, look, I think
we got off on the wrong foot.

731
00:38:48,497 --> 00:38:51,083
And I admit it was totally my fault,
and I'm sorry.

732
00:38:51,167 --> 00:38:54,587
But aside from the occasional social
faux pas, I'm a pretty great resident.

733
00:38:54,670 --> 00:38:56,797
I'm highly skilled,
I'm good at taking direction,

734
00:38:56,881 --> 00:38:59,842
and I'm very interested
in a plastic specialty.

735
00:38:59,925 --> 00:39:04,221
Tell me what I need to do to have another
chance to impress you, and I will do it.

736
00:39:04,305 --> 00:39:06,223
- Anything at all.
- Stop talking.

737
00:39:10,811 --> 00:39:11,937
Copy that.

738
00:39:17,735 --> 00:39:18,944
I'm in.

739
00:39:19,028 --> 00:39:21,530
- In what?
- The-the pact. I'm in.

740
00:39:23,908 --> 00:39:25,534
I thought you didn't need the pact.

741
00:39:25,618 --> 00:39:27,453
Just, you know, being proactive.

742
00:39:27,536 --> 00:39:28,537
Can't hurt.

743
00:39:29,246 --> 00:39:30,373
Ryan's off pressors.

744
00:39:30,456 --> 00:39:32,833
We'll be able to wean him
off ECMO in the next 48 hours.

745
00:39:32,917 --> 00:39:34,335
- He's doing great.
- That's amazing.

746
00:39:34,418 --> 00:39:36,045
Can you do a post-op check
on him before you go?

747
00:39:36,128 --> 00:39:37,588
- Of course.
- [Ndugu] All right.

748
00:39:38,464 --> 00:39:40,257
- Oh, uh, Millin.
- Hmm?

749
00:39:40,341 --> 00:39:41,342
Thanks for the pep talk.

750
00:39:42,093 --> 00:39:43,302
Anytime.

751
00:39:46,972 --> 00:39:48,182
What pep talk?

752
00:39:48,974 --> 00:39:49,975
It was nothing.

753
00:39:50,059 --> 00:39:51,435
I'm gonna go check on Ryan.

754
00:39:53,145 --> 00:39:55,648
[Grey] <i>Anything can be a race
against the clock if you let it.</i>

755
00:39:57,108 --> 00:39:59,777
<i>Waiting for a promotion, having a child,</i>

756
00:40:00,403 --> 00:40:02,613
<i>eating the last yogurt
in your refrigerator.</i>

757
00:40:03,656 --> 00:40:04,990
[Warren] Oh.

758
00:40:05,908 --> 00:40:07,118
Hey, you...

759
00:40:08,327 --> 00:40:09,578
You okay?

760
00:40:09,662 --> 00:40:13,999
I think my patient has terminal cancer,
and she's 27.

761
00:40:14,875 --> 00:40:17,044
That's tough. I'm sorry.

762
00:40:18,754 --> 00:40:21,173
Um, you gonna be a while.

763
00:40:21,257 --> 00:40:23,926
[chuckles] Looks that way.

764
00:40:24,009 --> 00:40:25,511
[chuckling]

765
00:40:26,095 --> 00:40:28,597
- I will pick up Pru. Mwah.
- [Warren sighs]

766
00:40:28,681 --> 00:40:30,224
[Bailey laughs]

767
00:40:30,307 --> 00:40:32,143
- Oh.
- [laughs] T...

768
00:40:32,226 --> 00:40:34,687
Oh, and what brings you here?

769
00:40:34,770 --> 00:40:36,564
Dropping off some items to Warren.

770
00:40:36,647 --> 00:40:37,940
[sighs heavily]

771
00:40:38,023 --> 00:40:40,359
I'll see you at home. [chuckles]

772
00:40:41,819 --> 00:40:44,238
So what are those, intern payroll forms?

773
00:40:44,321 --> 00:40:45,781
[Webber] Insurance reimbursements.

774
00:40:45,865 --> 00:40:49,201
Aw. The chief resident
has to do insurance too?

775
00:40:49,285 --> 00:40:51,787
No. Chief of surgery does.

776
00:40:52,371 --> 00:40:53,497
Oh.

777
00:40:53,998 --> 00:40:58,002
- Is your wife always right?
- I find it's always easiest to assume yes.

778
00:40:58,085 --> 00:40:59,503
[chuckles]

779
00:40:59,587 --> 00:41:01,922
[Grey] <i>Sometimes you really are
running out of time.</i>

780
00:41:02,756 --> 00:41:05,384
<i>Most of the time, it's all in your head.</i>

781
00:41:05,468 --> 00:41:08,804
- Hey.
- Turns out Vivek had a sinus infection.

782
00:41:08,888 --> 00:41:10,139
- He's gonna be okay.
- Ah. Good.

783
00:41:11,474 --> 00:41:13,517
Thank you for hanging in there
with me today.

784
00:41:13,601 --> 00:41:15,478
You know I don't give up that easily.

785
00:41:15,561 --> 00:41:16,854
That's an understatement.

786
00:41:16,937 --> 00:41:18,898
And I don't need you to tell me
what's going on with Bailey.

787
00:41:19,732 --> 00:41:21,942
What is this?
Are you trying reverse psychology now?

788
00:41:22,026 --> 00:41:23,694
No, it is not.

789
00:41:23,777 --> 00:41:26,447
I think it's great that my kids trust you
enough to share things with you.

790
00:41:26,530 --> 00:41:28,532
- You know I love those kids.
- I know.

791
00:41:28,616 --> 00:41:30,075
- Come on. Let's go home.
- Okay.

792
00:41:31,994 --> 00:41:34,246
[Grey] <i>And when you let go
of all that fear...</i>

793
00:41:39,585 --> 00:41:40,586
[car chimes]

794
00:42:00,981 --> 00:42:02,483
Where are we going?

795
00:42:06,278 --> 00:42:08,572
[Grey] <i>...the possibilities are infinite.</i>


